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Incredible music, rain, white noise and ASMR

My very close friend told me about it ASMR. He used to get it from films, from art, from music – a good piece that would make the hairs on the back of your neck stand up … Q. How much has your belief in ASMR affected your experience? R. I don’t believe in ASMR. … Continue reading

Unaware that I am unaware

On the bus listening [to metal] I start looking out and I do know I am looking out and then eventually there is just a fade where I am just unaware that I am unaware … kind of inside the music, disappearing … it’s not positive or negative, just about an alternative space, somewhere else … Continue reading

Not thinking, just feeling

At first I was sitting on my bed but it really made you want to stand up that one did [Amy Winehouse, Tears Dry On Their Own], it’s a really nice one just to move around to … [On the replay] I knew that I wanted to think of being happy – it was more … Continue reading

Christmas mood

12th December History lesson – the class had a quiz on Christmas songs. YouTube with no pictures. It brought me back into the mood of Christmas because everything else in the day till then had been very normal. When I listen to Christmas songs I think, “Yay, it’s almost Christmas!” The feelings I have are … Continue reading

Cyberpunk Cheese and Virtual Worlds

I first put on my iPod before leaving the house … I was walking to the bus stop to take a route to the train station, from which I would take the train to London…. I was feeling excited  and had, for once, gotten a good night’s sleep so I wasn’t as tired as I … Continue reading

Affirmation

I prefer being able to just listen and then you can kind of –  the song can mean what it wants or make you feel how you wanted to whereas if you are watching on TV it’s kind of…the images are kind of given to you and you can’t really like –  feel in your … Continue reading

Accessing Superpowers

I definitely use music to day dream. Quite a lot. I’ve got this very weird obsession since I was very young that I’ve got some strange power built up in me and in certain music that I will imagine myself doing some weird super power thing… In one piece – something by Basshunter -I just see … Continue reading

When Everyday’s The Weekend

  I was in town with my mates, there was a big group of us in the Castle grounds… My friend has portable speakers so occasionally I listen to the iPod down in the park – like in the back field of the park. Like play music quite loud which is good.If we are like already in a … Continue reading

Excitement with attitude

I’m a rubbish dancer but I – I love to prance about in my room and grab objects and start acting out stuff and looking in the mirror and seeing how I look with different emotions on my face even though I actually don’t feel any of them … I like to just experiment with … Continue reading

Feeling separate from me

Ghost Algebra (silhouette in blue oval), 2009 by Jane Geiser 16mm Film still   Thursday: Because of school work I’ve done today and practical drama exams I just want to lie down and relax. I’m in that mood when I don’t quite know what to do – I haven’t got the energy to do something … Continue reading