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Attention inward

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Unaware that I am unaware

On the bus listening [to metal] I start looking out and I do know I am looking out and then eventually there is just a fade where I am just unaware that I am unaware … kind of inside the music, disappearing … it’s not positive or negative, just about an alternative space, somewhere else … Continue reading

Cyberpunk Cheese and Virtual Worlds

I first put on my iPod before leaving the house … I was walking to the bus stop to take a route to the train station, from which I would take the train to London…. I was feeling excited  and had, for once, gotten a good night’s sleep so I wasn’t as tired as I … Continue reading

Accessing Superpowers

I definitely use music to day dream. Quite a lot. I’ve got this very weird obsession since I was very young that I’ve got some strange power built up in me and in certain music that I will imagine myself doing some weird super power thing… In one piece – something by Basshunter -I just see … Continue reading

Nostalgia

I am regularly on YouTube as I am subscribed to a lot of Internet bloggers and musicians. Whilst on YouTube today I discovered a remix artist called Pogo. It was suggested by one of the music bloggers that I am subscribed to;  he mentioned Pogo in one of his videos and linked me to a … Continue reading

Feeling separate from me

Ghost Algebra (silhouette in blue oval), 2009 by Jane Geiser 16mm Film still   Thursday: Because of school work I’ve done today and practical drama exams I just want to lie down and relax. I’m in that mood when I don’t quite know what to do – I haven’t got the energy to do something … Continue reading

Getting away from it and experiencing the beauty

Sometimes I put a bit of peaceful bit of music on if I’m angry. … I had a falling out with [-x-]. And so I put on this track by James Galway (Pachabel canon). I put it on because I thought to myself ‘I know I’m angry but I don’t want to make myself into … Continue reading

Lyrics replace the words between us

Music Diary entry 6 (4 Feb) On the train with my boyfriend. We were standing as the train was full. We were sharing my iPod, one headphone in each ear listening to the music together [Drunk, Ed Sheeran and Read all about it, Professor Green]. I like to listen to music a lot with my … Continue reading

Getting the anger out

Sometimes when you feel angry you really just want to have some loud music on just so you can kind of  – yeah – throw stuff around the room along to the loud music. So I put on Madness for that…I think it was when I was falling out with [-x-] I had Madness on…I sat … Continue reading